Synopsis: After the accidental death of his wife, Turner moves into a house owned by his friend. He and the housemates begin to experience a strange state of psychedelia each night, perhaps due to something within the house itself. As Turner mourns his wife's death, the other housemates explore the endless possibilities granted by this transcendent experience. The nature of this experience changes over time until it becomes clear there is more to it than they can understand. With Turner stuck in the past, the rest of the residents are unable to move forward into greater realms. But maybe moving forward isn't as grand as it seems. Maybe something more sinister lies beyond the horizon.
The magician and his assistant took
the stage to the applause of hundreds. Richard Wagner’s “Fall Amongst Hammering
Dwarves Smithying Away” blared over the theater’s speakers as the master of
illusions wowed with a trick of golden ring wizardry that entranced the crowd
and had everyone pondering its secrets. Following his flawless opener he
performed a series of tricks and bewitchments enshrouded by puffs of smoke and
sparkling lights, as the rest of Wagner’s Das
Rheingold provided the only appropriate soundtrack to such a spectacle of
trickery and stage occultism. A lovely levitating assistant; a sleight of hand
that caused coins and cards and pocket watches to vanish without a trace; animals
materializing out of thin air; the transformation of one regular everyday sort
of thing into another everyday sort of thing; walking on water; a confounding
cigar box juggling trick. This was a magic show that perpetuated the culture
and traditions of stage magic without reinvention or innovation. It was what
every audience wants. Sheer showmanship and easy entertainment.
The
music pulled the show through majestic mountains and perilous depths before
heralding a climax as lavish as its opening.
All
shows must come to an end, and every magician saves his best trick for last. In
the case of our magician, the last trick was a common one. He would saw his
lovely assistant in half. The girl crawled into a body-length black box to the
accompaniment of Wagner’s Rheinmaidens mourning their lost gold in musical
sadness. The magician pranced around interjecting witticisms and cryptic
phrases into the air like a parakeet in the midst of a nightmare, and a
chainsaw presented itself, seemingly materializing out of nothingness. This was
another of the magician’s tricks—his last before the finale. He started the
saw, gassed it twice for effect, and demonstrated to a gaping mouthed audience
the ease with which it sliced through small wooden statues before turning it on
the box that contained his assistant.
The saw was halfway through the black
box when the assistant screamed and shook in violent convulsions, fighting to free
herself of the restraint. Those in the crowd familiar with the kind of stage
magic that laces itself fancily with comedy were amused by her convincing
acting. This wasn’t the first time they’d seen a magic show in which the
disastrous accident on stage was yet another trick. But as the box split open
and the hysterical assistant fell out, her intestines and liver and stomach
pouring out of her abdomen, and blood pooling across the stage, it became
evident this was either the most realistic disaster scenario depiction in a
magic show in years, or the real thing. When the magician dropped the chainsaw
and fell to his knees beside his moaning, dying assistant, held her head in his
hands and he cried out to the woman, who was not only his lovely assistant, but
his lawfully wedded wife, it seemed everyone in the audience became aware that
they were watching a real life tragedy unfold before their eyes. In a minute
the woman was dead, her screams and cries now gone, replaced by the hopeless cries
of her husband. Ambulance sirens rang in the distance not long after. The
audience dispersed, some climbed on stage to see if they could help, and
everyone in the theater that night would go home remembering nothing of the
hour long performance except for the tragic end.
How strange it is that in a show
meant to deceive the crowd, intending to impress them and surprise them by
relying on their expectations only to turn the course of events against them,
how strange it is that in this show, an event that occurs exactly as it seems
to is what really takes the crowd by surprise. The trick in magic is to get the
audience to expect the normal and to surprise them with the unlikely. The first
magician to wow an audience with the saw trick held an audience that believed
they were about to witness a murder, or a horrible accident. The audience’s
expectations over all these generations have changed. Watching the same trick,
the audience anticipates the trick, the survival of the boxed girl. What
bizarreness it is that it is this anticipation that, as always, works against
them. This time the reaction is not amazement and awe.
Turner Leftman—this is the name our
tragic magician—was fortunately not convicted of murder or of manslaughter in
the accidental death of his wife. An incorrect preparation of the black box,
which happened to be the fault of the late assistant, was found to be the
culprit. But Turner was kicked out of the Magician’s Guild, an irrelevant turn
of events that meant nothing to Turner, for after the accident he would never
dream of performing stage magic again. How could he? His lifetime of devotion
to magical tricks and eerie sorcery was now at an end, and he began to regret
the focus and singular interest of his childhood and early adulthood, as it had
stunted his development of other skill sets held by most men and women his age.
Having no marketable skills besides his diabolical stage presence and his flair
for style, Turner found work as a high school drama teacher.
It was due to some great roll of
ethereal dice that Turner was able to find a new home only days before being
evicted from the house he had rented with his wife, who paid all the bills, but
sadly left him with nothing upon her death, having invested it poorly over the
previous months. This new home was a home unlike anything he had ever known,
because he shared it with others. That’s something Turner never went in for,
even after high school when it was all the rage for a few friends to move into
a rundown shit-town apartment together just to say they had a home of their
own. Now, at 35 years old Turner was living with his long time good friend
Marcus D’Marcus and a few complete strangers.
Marcus had bought the cabin that
became Turner Leftman’s new home just years earlier. It was built for a
nobleman of the land, an important doctor at the town hospital. For reasons
impertinent to the story the doctor couldn’t move into the log home, so he had
it auctioned off at a meager price that even Marcus D’Marcus could afford.
His first roommate was his
girlfriend, Ebonica Temple. Ebonica was a girl who could never remain single
for long, not because she was particularly beautiful, or because she stole the
hearts of every man she met, or because her personality was remarkable in any
way, but because she was the type of person who had never really gotten to know
herself. She avoided solitude at any cost because her fear of herself was, like
that of so many others, overwhelming to the point that she couldn’t go to the
movies by herself, couldn’t go out to eat by herself, had to surround herself
by the very people she put on pedestals before tearing them down, and would
never, in any conceivable way, “find herself,” unless by accident. As Jean-Paul
Sartre once said, “If you’re lonely when you’re alone, you’re in bad company.”
This was true of Ebonica. Her low self esteem and her even lower capacity for
developing an interesting personality meant her sexuality was all she had.
Marcus was drawn to her sexual dynamo, and their relationship flourished on
rock solid foundations of empty lust for a good long time.
“This is Ebonica,” Marcus said, when
he introduced her and Turner shortly after the fatal magic show.
Turner found her appearance
standard, not worth the narrative space required to describe it. When they
shook hands her lipstick stretched wide across her face and her beetle-like
voice squeaked:
“Marcus says you known each other
forever.”
“A good while,” said Turner. “How
long the two of you been together?”
“Not long enough!” she said. And
everything else that came out of her mouth was of the same caliber.
What seemed like a week was only a
half hour as Ebonica and Marcus captivated Turner with stories of their romance
and identical opinions. Ebonica put her lack of interests and passions on
display for all to see, as she spoke so fondly of Marcus’s hobbies that it was
obvious she effortlessly took on the personality and interests of her current
soul mate.
Marcus and Turner had known each
other since high school, the same high school currently employing Turner as a
drama teacher. For years Marcus fancied himself something of a lady’s man and
an alpha male, with no life experience or personality traits on which to base
these fantasies. He capitalized on these imagined attributes, and often offered
sexual and romantic and girl-catching advice to impressionable and naive
friends, regardless of being asked, and regardless of his own ignorance of
women and human interaction. Ebonica was the third girl he’d dated in his life,
and her want of personality which manifested itself in obsessing over Marcus
and going nowhere without him made all his friends believe he was truly
God’s Gift to Women. He believed it himself. The day Turner moved into the
cabin he met one of the fellow housemates, a friend of Marcus. His name was Partridge Johnburst.
Partridge had a disorder called
MBF Syndrome, a strange offshoot of Asperger’s Syndrome
characterized by the obsessive and socially inept qualities first identified in
the three individuals for which it was named.
On the second floor of the home,
Marcus guided Turner to a bedroom where a man toyed with a setup of high-tech devices
with whirring, beeping, flashing parts holding his attention tight.
“This is Partridge’s room,” said
Marcus.
“And you must be Partridge,” said
Turner, eyeing the skinny guy in bifocals with a face full of pubic hair.
He stood from his devices and nodded
at Turner before descending into an out-of-nowhere explanation of what was
going on in his room, without bothering to introduce himself or ask Turner’s
name.
“I have three Magmo SPCs running
through a SplakMax belly module I stayed up late optimizing last night.” He
seemed to overflow with pride as he pointed out the components and waved his
hands over his technological empire. “Over there is my Datafarm, my milk
fridge, and my sacred texts shelf, all feeding into a DCPBGK-Elf109 harddisk
controller that actually prints a Jones Plot over frequency space.”
“I don’t know what any of that
means,” whispered Turner.
Partridge failed to notice any lack
of interest or understanding, and went on.
“I can align any set of belly
modules with my eyes closed.” Partridge smirked, but his eyes were dead as
carpet. “Look at this.” He sat back in front of his mess of technology and
typed on a keyboard, flipped some switches, and turned knobs, all with his
attention on Marcus and Turner to be sure they were watching. There was a
click, then a short siren. Partridge leaned back, with his arms behind his
head. He raised his eyebrows and grinned, as if awaiting overdue worship and
praise from the two standing in his doorway. It now seemed his pride was more a
sense of self-important bragging in regards to something no one cared about but
himself. Turner nodded.
He and Marcus continued down the
hall to an empty room, where he dropped his bags, only to pick them up again when
Marcus said the room belonged to another housemate, a man named Cleavage
Crimson, who Marcus had met in college. Cleavage was hardly ever home because
he was a social butterfly who knew a lot of people in a casual way, but had no
close friends. Tonight, like every other night, he was making the rounds
downtown, stopping at every bar in sight to have a drink, looking for familiar
faces, but not really enjoying any of it. Keeping up appearances was hard work.
The room next to Cleavage’s was
Turner’s. Here he dwelled in the weeks and months following his wife’s death,
decorating it only minimally, the only particular worthy of note being the
silver necklace he set on the table beside his bed. It belonged to his wife,
and from now on it would never leave his side. In his pockets during the day,
on his table at night, it would always be close. Within the wooden walls of the
cabin he mourned daily. Being alone meant being unafraid to pity himself and
being free to doze off into depressed dreams. But he couldn’t do this forever. The
family room came alive nightly with Marcus yelling at the TV, or Cleavage
telling an indulgent story about his bar life, or Partridge belaboring a point
that didn’t need to be made. Turner came down to sit with the others and to talk
about friendly things most nights after work. He needed to be around others
when grief showed its teeth.
One of these nights was a quiet,
regular one, mere hours before Cleavage left for the bars.
“Can you show us some magic?”
Ebonica asked. She was lying across the couch, her head resting in Marcus’s
lap.
“Do you do the trick,” asked
Cleavage, “where you wrap yourself up in a coat and disappear, but no one knows
you’re gone until you appear behind them? But the coat’s still there, like you
never left it.”
“That trick really isn’t
impressive,” said Partridge. “I can simulate the effect with a helmet mounted
tryptophone and a smoke machine.”
“I’ve done it,” said Turner. “But I
don’t do magic anymore.”
“We know,” said Marcus, scanning the
room with a look of disapproval. “Rest assured, buddy, this is a magic-free
zone. You ain’t gotta say any more. But if you’d ever like to talk about it
sometime I’ll be all ears.”
“Me too,” interjected Ebonica.
“Thanks,” said Turner. “I’m sure
sitting in my room or touching the walls of the house will be enough to sooth
my nerves. It’s as if I’m returning to nature, like the gods intended.
Surprising the difference a wall of wood can make when you’re used to touching
dry wall every day. Like a shot of oak through the veins.”
What Turner didn’t know, and Marcus
didn’t know, and Ebonica, Partridge, and Cleavage didn’t know is that this
cabin, like all homes made of wood, the stoic, silent, ageless, sturdy, always
mighty body of the trees, harbored a certain subtle life force resonating on
frequencies unknown to man, in the form of energy and fields completely
untouchable via all hitherto methods attempted by humankind. The metaphysical
reality of trees, as rumor and legend both have it, is psychedelic and
paranormal and inexplicable. Every one of the billions of trees across the
earth possesses a link via soil, water, rock, air, and some strange field
permeating all things living and dead. This link goes beyond what humankind can
fathom, and as it so happens, forms a collective consciousness that encompasses
the planet, flows through every window, every wall, every door, every chimney,
and ear, and eye, and body, and mountain, and skyscraper, and fortress,
creating a living swell of energy shared by every tree that has ever been. As
bizarre as it sounds, it happens to be too true for words to convey.
The cabin was alive. Or, put more
plainly, it was filled with a sentient, sapient force that was undetectable to
the inhabitants within. This ancient life force reached back eons into
forgotten eras, forgotten ages and periods of past Earth, beyond the Jurassic,
beyond the Triassic, into the Paleozoic era, past the Permian, all the way to
the Carboniferous period, 350 million years gone. Predating the dinosaurs by
over a hundred million years, this disembodied consciousness floated silently
among the house’s inhabitants, seeping into and out of their ears and noses and
mouths, swirling around their heads, resting beside their bodies as they slept
and dined and talked and lived. Partridge’s religious and technological obsessions
would not find this kind of entity in line with his type of thinking.
Cleavage’s fixation on endless social interaction would not grant him the
patience to notice it. Ebonica’s vapidity would only pose a threat to
comprehending this thing. Marcus’s self adoration would close him off. Even
Turner’s wounded heart and career of magic would grant him no special insight
into the trees. This was a presence all too ancient and learned for the minds
of humans. And to call it mere life would be a trifle, for such a label as life
is to reduce it to something less than it is.
Turner said nothing else, and the
discussion, like one of his tricks, metamorphosed into something new; from the
topic of his career to the subject of Partridge’s newest obsession that was of
no interest to the others in the cabin. But to call it a discussion would be
inaccurate, for it was merely a monologue spouted by Partridge that the rest of
the housemates found themselves wrapped up inside of like a ghoul’s
straightjacket, with no way to escape or interject or interact. Cleavage left
for the bars, Marcus told a story to Ebonica about pirates who turned into
worms, and Partridge continued talking about his fantastic interests, as though
he held a captive audience of thousands. Once a man who performed for an
audience of hundreds, Turner now found himself on the other side of the
performance. He was the audience—Partridge Johnburst’s audience of one. And he
wasn't listening. He missed his wife. It was time to go to bed.
A little after midnight Cleavage
came home to a quiet cabin. Light intoxication set him up for a good rest, but
first he sat in the living room examining the phone numbers he’d received that
night. He giggled about the things he saw at the Longhammer Bar; those
thespians could improvise the pants off the Statue of Liberty. He thought it
silly all the things he saw at the Short Skirt Saloon; he loved redheads in
mink coats and stylish glasses, but when they went home with boys with goatees
he could only shake his head. The Gorgon Pub was boring tonight, no snake
handler shows until the weekend. Halfway satisfied with the events of the
night, he went to his room and let the beer in his blood take him under.
The stillness of the night was compounded
by the cabin’s remoteness. Not a car was heard, not a city light was visible.
Stars twinkled above, coyotes howled in dark woods not far away, and the trees
of those woods, still snug in the ground and their branches intact, stood like
arms reaching to the sky. In an age where humans no longer practiced rituals
and sacrifice to appease the trees, they had become distant from man. But never
did their watch cease.
Marcus and Ebonica’s naked bodies
lied entwined in one bed, asleep in postsexual ecstasy. Marcus dreamed of
beavers building dams in the wrong rivers, flooding entire neighborhoods he was
helpless to protect. Ebonica dreamed of haircuts that were too short and new
shoes that were too big and boyfriends who were too nice. Across the hall,
Partridge slept on top of a pile of Coke cans and Mountain Dew bottles,
dreaming he was the head doctor of a hospital in which everyone acknowledged
and worshiped his brilliance, but every patient was a cannibal, complicating
his job tremendously. He twitched, knocking a few bottles and cans off the bed,
and a drool-soaked smile cracked across his face. Down the hall Turner shoved a
photo into his wallet of him and his wife, taken the day they had learned they
shared a love for the same visual arts style. Art Deco. A cabin’s organic walls
and rustic air were as far removed from the style as one could get. No threat
of tragic association, here. Next to his room Cleavage curled up above the
covers and fell into a dream of surreal chaos involving a 16th
century man-of-war, a never-ending train conducted by a wheelchair demon, a
living painting of tortured souls, and a subterranean maze that emptied at a
temple in the core of the planet.
These dreams, like all dreams, maybe
meant nothing. But it is not the dreams that mattered on this night. What
mattered was that the housemates dreamed at all. Turner lied back after setting
his wallet aside, and after moments of feeling that his heart was frozen and
his life was over, he fell asleep. He, too, whisked away into dreams, dreams of
kissing a creature under a staircase at night, with a flaming Testarossa
driving circles around them.
The presence of five sleeping humans
dreaming amongst the life force of the trees in the cabin walls brought into
existence something new and alien to the human race. The early stages of a
collective consciousness was forming in their dreamspace. Seedlings of a linked
cosmicism much like, but far inferior to, that of the trees. One could not help
but assume it is the trees that allowed it to happen. The next morning
presented the housemates with dire confusion and a sense of connectedness never
before known. And it went like this:
Ebonica said, “Something very
weird--”
Cleavage interrupted, “—happened to
me last night.”
Turner looked at them both: “I knew
you--”
Partridge budding in, “Were going
to--”
“—say that,” finished Marcus.
They were quiet for a moment. The
birds cawed outside, the morning sun lit up the brown wooden kitchen.
“It’s like--” started Turner,
fidgeting with the hot water dispenser on the countertop,
“—we’re inside each other’s heads,”
said Marcus.
“Nooo,” said Partridge, unwilling to
believe it.
“Do you think we’re--” said Ebonica,
“Leather belts?” said Cleavage. “No,
Ebonica. We’re not leather belts. What in the--”
“Wretched hell?” Turner said. Hot
water splashed into his cup, joining his teabag.
“It’s just that--” she started,
“—there’s no sensible thing to think
about any of this,” said Partridge, “so it has to be some scary fairyland
fantasy, or--”
“—or a Demicro Cruise Control chip
that’s been planted in our… cerebellum-ellums? What is this word? What are
Demicro Cruise Control chips?” said Marcus, finishing Partridge’s train of
thought that had derailed into an off-topic, unrelated subject, as it always
did. For a moment Marcus was unable to contain his unvoiced opinion that Partridge
was the sort of person who would watch a football game and get lost in the
useless details of grass length on the field, or worry about whether or not the
field lines were painted thick enough, oblivious to anything and everything
relevant happening before his eyes, prone to getting upset at the groundskeeper
of the stadium instead of noticing the poor sportsmanship of the athletes. The
rest could feel the opinions held by Marcus, and the sentiment spread through
them. But let us return to the events to be described on this morning:
“It was like I lost myself, my identity,”
said Turner. “Like I was lost in a…”
“…nebula of thought and self…” said
Marcus. “Or a fuzzy cloud of absolute openness and…”
“Complete knowing and feeling and
presence,” said Cleavage. “Real weird.”
“It didn’t feel like a dream” said
Ebonica. “I was out of my body, like I was just pure thought and energy. But it
was--”
“—as real as this tea,” said Turner,
taking a sip. “As real as this cabin, or this kitchen.”
“Or this hangover,” said Cleavage.
No one laughed, but a blue jay somewhere outside cried out into the morning
sky.
They stayed in the kitchen talking
about their experiences, sharing opinions of what this development could mean,
how it came to be, why it happened at all. None felt too comfortable about it.
“I bet it’s because we’re all kind
of, you know, deep, intelligent, thoughtful people,” said Ebonica. “Like we’re
in tune with things and we can connect on that other level, and like, we know
how things work. So the real version of reality is shown to us, because we’re
on that level. Someone, or something, is lifting the veil, sharing the secret,
because it senses something in us.”
“That’s exactly the opposite of what
I think,” said Turner. “I’m sure none of that is true. It felt like a weird
vibration, sort of. But like I was disembodied and was vibrating on a…”
“Spectral plane,” said Partridge.
“You felt like you were oscillating on a spectral plane populated by gray
phantoms.”
“No,” said Turner. “Not quite. But
that eerie feeling, I got something like it when I first came here. This was an
amplified version of it. It’s a little scary.”
Marcus laughed. “It was only a dream
each of us had, and we’re influencing each other by talking about it, and we’re
feeling weird because intense dreams do that. They make you feel helpless. Now
we’re tricking each other into thinking we had the same experience. Something
we saw or ate or heard in common last night. That’s what it is.”
Ebonica nodded, despite her real opinion
being quite different.
Cleavage was quiet in order to
brainstorm the ways he’d relate this story to his friends. It wasn’t much of a
story at the moment. But it was something to talk about at lunch.
Every night the phenomenon repeated.
Once all members of the household were asleep, their dreamful or dreamless
sleep was replaced by an altered state of unconsciousness, an advanced state of
being, a higher level of thinking, a oneness with all things, including
themselves and each other, granting each a feeling of tranquility and the sense
of self-actualization. This was the only time of day Ebonica became aware of
thoughts higher than those of herself and her material interests; it was the
only time of day Partridge knew there was more to reality than his
self-described superbrain had already fathomed; it was the only time of day
Turner’s thoughts were not on his dead wife, or the dreadful prospect of
existence without her; it was the only duration of time over which Cleavage was
not concerned with how he appeared to others, or what his reputation was really
worth; it was the only time of day Marcus did not fancy himself the king of
everything, or the picture of perfection. These nights were brief hours away
from the regular. But it would be too much to ask that the house’s inhabitants
took anything valuable away from these nightly experiences, for such times are
often seen as opportunities of
entertainment and vacation to the uninitiated mind, and nothing more.
If ever a housemate was not home or
not asleep with the rest, the effect was absent. No irregular higher thinking
occurred in their minds, no form of escapism and enlightenment enraptured their
souls. Only with all present and all asleep could this effect run its course.
Quickly they learned the ins and outs of the odd mind-state that flowed among
them, that connected them.
Weeks slithered by like an unwound
Ouroboros, and time’s illusion pressed forward against the dense fields of
matter and mass and energy everywhere and in all things. The cabin’s occupants
got used to the psychedelic effects of the night, each finding their own
purpose to it in the context of their lives, each discovering something
worthwhile in its effect on their psyches. As though each had spent years of
obsessively studying complex subjects and ideas, on these nights their visions
were filled with the kind of imagery that came from repetitious thinking
devoted to difficult concepts—where one slaves away from sun up to sun down
only to find his entire field of thought and view plagued by answers and
questions sprouting from the very roots and stems of this long thought, unable
to escape into the dark of dreams or slumber—and these visions were elucidated
through some cosmic gateway into uncharted worlds of immediate knowledge and
wisdom. There is no way to collate all the thoughts and feelings the housemates
experienced over the weeks following the initial episode. All were different
and dynamic, undergoing many changes within their bodies and minds, influencing
the transformation of perception of nature itself, of life and death and the
great beyond. It must suffice to say that all five human beings in the home
changed into something more, but something still limited by human elements
inherent to each. Their connections to each other grew into an unfamiliar
social dynamic until they had achieved, a month and a half later, what can only
be called a collective consciousness. The possibilities birthed by this
collective consciousness were like none predicted by the parapsychologists and
futurists of the time. And through it, strange things became possible.
“I saw the aurora borealis last
night,” Marcus said one afternoon, as Ebonica and Partridge were discussing
time shares in Montana, something neither knew anything about, but both
insisted they knew more about than the other. “It wasn’t a dream, either. I was
there, in the freezing cold of Alaska’s mountains.”
Neither Ebonica or Partridge cast
any doubt on Marcus’s statement, because they knew in a strange way that he was
not lying. They could sense it via the abstruse connections through which they
had previously read each other’s minds and finished each other’s sentences.
“I was naked, because I sleep
naked,” said Marcus. “This makes me think I somehow was there. My body and my
mind, complete. I wasn’t home in my bed, it wasn’t like a dream.”
“Were you thinking about the
northern lights before you went to sleep?” asked Partridge. “Because I…”
“Not the northern lights, but I was
thinking of Alaska. The weird thing is that without any clues or other
information, I know exactly where I was in Alaska. I know which mountain I was
on top of. I could show you on a map.”
“I ask this,” said Partridge,
“because the other night I went to bed thinking about an exact location in
Lewiston, Maine. The street I lived on when I was young. That night I was in
Lewiston, Maine, on the exact street. It was night, the exact time I should
have been at home asleep. I know this because I was wearing my watch. I always
sleep with my watch on.”
“Why do you have a watch?” asked
Ebonica. She made a joke about watches being antiquated items of an ancient
people. The joke, like other facets of Ebonica, was so unimpressive it doesn’t
warrant being repeated.
“You could feel the air and the
cold, right?” asked Marcus. “Because I could. I was freezing. I thought I was
going to freeze to death, and the next thing I know I’m back in my body, in my
bed.”
“Yes, I felt everything,” said
Partridge. “There’s no doubt in my mind I was really there. I only focused on
the place, and at night I traveled there.”
The inhabitants discovered, over the
next twenty four hours, that when they slept they were capable of astral
projection: projecting themselves to wherever they focused their minds. It
became a worrying thing at first. The inhabitants were unsure if it was really
their bodies being transported, or simply their minds. If the body went, safety
was a prime concern. If it was only the mind, danger was negligible. Body or
mind? Which was being projected in the night? When the collective conscious
state transformed yet again over the next week, this question was answered.
“Have you time traveled?” Partridge
asked Turner one morning, his hair a longer mess than usual, and heavy circles
under his eyes.
“I beg your pardon,” said Turner, who was looking at a small
silver necklace he’d found on the floor of his room just minutes earlier. It
was identical to the one his wife wore. Now he had two, the original still
resting on his bedside table. Knowing that was impossible, he inspected the new
one as his housemate told him of curious happenings.
Partridge pushed away his plate of
waffles, finished after two bites. “Time traveled. You know what that means,
don’t you? Traveled to another time.”
“I know what it means. I haven’t
done it. You mean through the--”
“Yes, through that collective nightmare
we share. We can time travel. You know how, don’t you?”
“I can’t say that I do, Partridge.”
“When you’re in the hyperstate you
put your mind’s eye on a specific time and you’ll go there. Breaking free of
the floating, helpless, quantum entanglement of the hyperstate takes some time
and work, but when you do it, it’s…”
“Breathtaking,” said Marcus, coming
into the kitchen. “And horrifying. Showing up in another time and place is
weird. I just did it last night. You have to think about the place, too, so you
know where to end up. And it’s not just a dream. Definitely not a dream.” He
pulled up his shirt sleeve to show off a long cut down his arm, still bleeding.
“What happened to you?” asked
Turner. He put aside the mystery necklace for the time being and took an
interest in what seemed more than just sleep-induced visions.
“I got this last night,” Marcus
said, rinsing his arm in the kitchen sink. “Actually, I got this in ten years.
While I was connected in that starless expanse of dark universes of thought--”
“The hyperstate,” said Partridge.
“No. When I was in that, uh, let’s
call it a psychedelic trip, I thought about whether I’d get to see North Korea
in my lifetime. You know I’ve always wanted to see it, Turner.” The sink was
full of blood.
“Yes,” Turner replied. “I know.”
“So I became really focused on North
Korea last night, and for no good reason the arbitrary point of ten years from
now entered my mind and I thought about whether I’d see North Korea by then.
You know when you’re in that state we go into, and you can feel on multiple
levels and think on multiple planes of thought. It’s simple to focus on a time
and place and be moved there. Seconds later I was in North Korea, and it was
ten years from now. Like the instant transportation we do in our sleep, only
now it’s through time as well as space. It was scary and surreal. That’s a
fucked up country, man.”
“You wanted to see it,” said Turner.
“A squalid shithole if ever I saw one.
I’m not going back. Not now or ever. I got this,” Marcus indicated the cut
along his arm, “running from the military police. And probably for being a
white guy who didn’t speak Korean. I climbed a fence and fell onto a housetop,
slid down through what Koreans probably call a back yard, and got cut on a
metal rod for hanging clothes and dishes. The nice thing is you can return to
the ‘hyperstate’ whenever you want, and leave the time and place you’ve
traveled to completely, like you were never there. But it’s real. You’re really
there, as much as you’re really here, in this kitchen. Like the astral
projection, this shit’s real.”
“I just came back from two months
onboard a slaveship bound for the Byzantine Empire from some unknown location,”
said Partridge. “Don’t ask me how I got there. I don’t remember. But this
wasn’t the Byzantine Empire of centuries past. It was a future Byzantine
Empire, and the world was a lot different. Teleportation had been recently
invented, and as a result of the teleportation of humankind everyone had lost
some vital thing that made them human. You know what I’m talking about? It was
a common belief they lost the “spirit” or “soul” when they teleported. Anyone
who was teleported became a replicant of what was once a man or a woman, while
the original one died. It was thought everyone who teleported had their
consciousness and personality transferred to some unknown realm of existence,
maybe erased altogether, while their replicants carried on their work and lives
on Earth, with the same memories and knowledge, but completely devoid of that
human spark, not knowing they were in fact replicants. So many refused to ever
teleport, but the appeal was huge. And in this age, not teleporting meant big problems
for transportation. Because transportation in this time, sometime in the 50th
century, is congested and almost impossible. At least on Earth. The
manufacturers insisted everyone who teleported would still be themselves after
the act, and would remember any and everything that they’d ever experienced.
But we had our doubts. You could tell there was something wrong with people.
Early teleportation victims were messed up. Real bad, too, like they were
changed. I met a few in my travels, and they couldn’t act normal.”
“And the slaveships?” asked Marcus.
“You seem to have drifted from the point.”
“Right,” said Partridge. “As I was
saying…”
Partridge and Marcus discussed the
implications of time travel and their respective adventures therein, during
which Turner’s thoughts turned to his wife. Time travel could allow him to save
her. He would only need to stop himself from killing her. For the rest of the
day he devised a plan to bring back the woman he loved. He would stop the show,
break the chainsaw, sabotage things in some way so as to save her, but to
otherwise have no adverse effects on himself or others. He had seen the right
movies. He knew the dangers of time travel, and the paradoxes one might easily
spring upon the world. That night he put the mysterious duplicate necklace in
the closet, and forgot about it.
Night
fell, the housemates saw themselves to bed, and Turner fell asleep, fell into
the collective consciousness known by some as a hyperstate, known to others as
a starless expanse of dark universes of thought, known to others as a
psychedelic realm beyond reality, and he fixated on one point in space and
time. He zoomed into a wormhole of emotion and consciousness; dark and light
and pain and emptiness were a typhoon through which he slid, shapeless and
fast.
He landed on the stage where his
wife died. There was no blood on the floor, no audience in the theater, no
sound anywhere. It was dark. He was wearing the shirt and underwear he went to
sleep in.
“Must be right before the show,” he
said. But it was raining outside. The night of his fatal performance was a
clear night with a full moon. The sky was covered in clouds, no moon visible
anywhere.
He walked around the theater until
finding it to be completely empty. When he ventured outside he looked at the
marquee above the theater’s entrance, which read:
Cluffhouse
Theater Closed. Rest in Peace, Luna Leftman. Our thoughts are with her friends
and family.
Tears swelled in his eyes. This
shouldn’t be here. Maybe he messed up. He didn’t travel back far enough. With a
thought, he was back in his high-floating aimless void of consciousness,
outside his self, outside his world. Try again, he told himself. He focused
again on the place, again on the time, this time more intently, and in a whoosh
he was back.
The same empty theater, the same
clean stage, the same rainy night. He ran outside. The same marquee message. He
said no words and sat on the wet ground, exhausted with grief.
Our love was real, Luna. It wasn’t
Marcus and Ebonica love. I wasn’t only in love with how much you were fixated
on me. I really love you. We didn’t even have cameras like our friends, but we
had a kind of love that was wet and slippery, in a good way. Not the kind you
take pictures of, but the kind you live. That love ain’t going anywhere, my
love.
He
returned to the hyperstate with stress that soon evaporated into emotionless
drifting among the disembodied selfless ether. Here he would spend the rest of
the night.
The next day at work he instructed
his students on the fine art of losing one’s inhibitions. With earsplitting
shouts and flamboyant movements of every joint in his body he showed them the
mannerisms and actions he ordered them to imitate in attempts to break down
their walls of shyness, to free them of their shells and to get creativity and
inspiration flowing. As his students acted like sugar-junkies trapped in a
closet, Turner thought only of the time and place his wife died. If he thought
hard enough, he supposed, he’d be able to return there that night. His problem
was inexperience. That’s what got him stuck on that stage at the wrong time. He
only need focus his thoughts on being in the right place at the right time, and
by bedtime he’d meet the requirements to get there. How he reasoned his way to
this conclusion he wasn’t quite sure, ut it felt right. And going by feeling
was about as good a path as any when dealing with something as inexplicable as
a nocturnal collective consciousness. His excitement at the prospect of having
his wife back freed him to show his students even more whimsical and theatrical
spectacles of play and practice. Soon everyone was showing off their amateurish
ventriloquism skills and making each other laugh. Even Turner laughed.
That night was a repeat of the night
before. Again he was back on the clean stage in the empty theater. Again, a
cloudy, rainy night. Again, the marquee announcing his wife’s death. He tried
throughout the night to return to the right time, to no avail.
He went downstairs in the morning to
find Ebonica in the kitchen sharing a story with Cleavage and Marcus.
“Everyone was immortal. I think
everyone. Nearly almost everyone. It was something they did to the DNA with
technology, and people could live forever by staying young and never aging.
When they got old they had their DNA changed so they were young again. They
could do it whenever they wanted to, forever.” Her hair was neatly combed and
she looked wide awake, unlike the others.
“I met a man who was four thousand
years old! And he didn’t look any older than forty! His name was Mazman, he had
a gray beard, gray eyes, the biggest eyebrows anyone ever had.”
“What year was this?” asked
Cleavage.
“Nine thousand something,” said
Ebonica. “The 99th century. Overpopulation was a thing. You think
it's bad now, it was really bad in the 99th century. People lived
forever, the world population grew into the trillions. But oh my God, Marcus.
It was beautiful.”
“I can imagine, baby.”
“The sky was an endless purple. Air
was more… rich. More filling. Mazman said people lived on eighty other worlds,
and built their own colonies that drifted through space. Society was, I don’t
know, it seemed peaceful and perfect.”
“I can imagine,” said Marcus.
“I didn't understand Mazman’s words
because the language of the 99th century was so weird it didn’t
sound real. But a telepathic kind of intention-transmission was possible
because of this thing.” Ebonica held out a small flat device on the end of her
finger, the size of a postage stamp. It was black and smooth. “You put this on
you,” she pulled up her shirt to show a small square mark under her armpit
where the device fit, “and it allows you to communicate with others who have
it. Doesn’t matter your language. You transmit the ideas you want to. Mazman’s
first transmission to me was that I was the most beautiful person he’d ever
seen.”
“You were in your bra and panties,
weren’t you?” Marcus asked.
She smiled.
“That’s the thing that gets me,” he
said. “We must be physically moved to these places we’re seeing. You’re wearing
whatever you went to sleep in. If you want to do some traveling, you’d better
sleep in the clothes you want to bring along. That’s how you know it’s real.”
“I was practically naked, Marcus!”
said Ebonica. “But Mazman didn’t care. He showed me so many things.”
Turner eagerly waited for Ebonica’s
story to end before he asked the others if they’d tried traveling into the
past.
“My first time,” said Cleavage. “I
tried that. It doesn’t work. Not really well.”
“Yeah,” said Marcus. “It’s like you
get stuck at about the point all this started. I think you can’t go back past
the time this sleeping hyperstate thing began.”
“Actually, it doesn’t go back beyond
the first time we time traveled,” Cleavage said. “That seems to be the farthest
back I can go, anyway. But who cares? Who wants to see where we’ve been when we
can see where we’re going?”
“Fuck.” Turner left the kitchen for
his room. On his way down the hall he stopped by Partridge’s room and saw his
housemate playing with electronic components and tiny flashing lights.
“You ever traveled to the past?”
Turner asked.
Partridge looked at him, knocked
some things off the desk closest to him, clearing a space for one of his big
pieces of equipment that he rolled into place, and seemed lost in thought.
“No interest in that,” he said.
“Future’s my game. Where you think I got this thing? I’m not sure what it is,
but I’m gonna make it work. Found it in a trash heap in the year 3113. I think
it’s alien.”
Turner had no interest in technology
from the future, no interest in alien trash, he had no interest in immortality,
teleportation, a progressing humanity, an idyllic world of prosperity. He
wanted his wife back. He went to his room, put the silver necklace into his
pocket, as he did all mornings, and went to work.
That night Turner tried again to
throw himself into the past, moments before the screaming, bleeding, violent
death of his wife. Again he couldn’t seem to go past the dark night full of
clouds and an empty theater. He’d found a dead end in time. Astral projecting
himself—or more precisely, as the inhabitants discovered, physically projecting
himself—he appeared in the cabin. It was night, the first night of the
housemates’ ascent into higher realms of time and space manipulation. He crept
slowly through the creaking cabin, careful not to alter the past. But he was
altering it already simply by being there, so he hoped only to alter it
imperceptibly. He was fully clothed, having taken note of Marcus’s comment that
this spacetime transportation took one in whatever clothing they slept in. The
whole thing still seemed hard to believe. Now he would confirm it for himself.
He would see if it was real or a figment of imagination.
Upstairs he saw Marcus and Ebonica
in bed together. Partridge was sleeping on his bed full of cans in the next
room, he peaked in the room across the hall and saw Cleavage curled up at the
foot of his bed. He walked to his own room and saw himself sleeping on his
side, snoring. His cell phone was plugged into the wall. Turner cupped his hand
over it to block the light as he turned it on. The date was three days earlier;
the night everyone started time traveling.
“It’s real,” he thought. “If not,
there’s a way to prove it.”
He pulled a note out of his pocket
he’d written earlier in the day. A simple note with a word and a picture on it.
If this whole bizarre thing was real, not simply a product of the strange
collective consciousness on his perception, this note would confirm it as
truth, or break it open as hallucination. He placed the note under the bed,
where it was the only thing in an otherwise empty space of carpeted floor.
Turner left the room and focused his
thoughts on returning to the hyperstate of consciousness, inside his own bed,
his own time, in a very loosely defined sense of “inside”. And seconds later he
was there.
Before going downstairs the next
morning, he checked under the bed. There was the note he’d written the day
before and stuffed into his pocket. He was still in his clothes. The note was a
picture he’d scribbled of a pig with a carrot in its mouth. The line under it
read, “Porkcarrot.” It meant absolutely nothing. He drew it for no good reason.
“I guess I could have been
sleepwalking.” He felt around in his pocket and noticed the necklace was gone. He
had it in there all day the day before. He remembered it being in there when he
went to sleep, as it departed from his usual routine of putting it on the table. It was in there so it would travel
with him when he went to save his wife.
Turner checked the bed, looked under
the sheets, flipped over the mattress, explored the entire vacant floor of the
room on his hands and knees. The necklace was gone, as though it had vanished
into the same mystic ether the housemates disappeared into every night. He remembered
the necklace he found on the floor three days earlier. It must have fallen from
his pocket while spying on himself the night before. Or, three nights ago. But
last night, to him. He shot over to the closet and found the necklace on a
shelf where he put the duplicate days earlier. If the other necklace didn’t
show up, he knew where he’d find it—in the past. Turner’s mind folded into
multidimensional diamonds and tesseracts as he tried to understand the
implications of the lost and found necklaces, how there could be duplicates,
then a lost one, how they could seemingly appear, disappear, how time and
matter worked, what, if anything, was suggested by the ability to bring
something to the past and make an infinite number of copies, whether or not this
violated any physical law, and from all of this mind-folding perplexity, he
wondered again at the sinister nature of this mental hyperstate that had so
subtly come into their lives, why and how they could travel through time, why
their bodies were still here, in beds asleep, while they traveled through time.
Was he really himself, here? There he was, right in front of himself, asleep in
a bed. Could one make infinite duplicates of oneself? He thought then, with so many avenues of
confusion to get lost down, that perhaps it was good their travel into the past
was limited to such a small window of time. Not good for him, however, for his
quest to save his wife was now impossible to accomplish. A dead end to a dead
past.
Imperceptible to the cabin’s residents that
night, the wood that composed the walls and floors and ceilings throbbed in
nanoscopic ways. New atomic movements carried uncountable quantities of tree
essence through the lumber, soon to float into the air circulating through the
home. A higher state of collective consciousness would soon open itself.
Ebonica pushed a shopping cart along
under obtrusive fluorescent lighting while Marcus and Cleavage threw cans of
soup and containers of spice into it. Overhead the Muzak station played a tender
pop ballad made for the radio, but perfect for the canned food aisle.
Cleavage crammed his hands in his
pockets, turning his head to peer down every aisle they passed, in case he saw
someone he knew. “What I don’t get is if we go to this psychedelic state every
night, and we can travel through time, in which our bodies are most definitely
going with our consciousness, what happens to our sleeping bodies? Do we have
two bodies, then? A sleeping body and a waking, walking, teleporting, time
traveling body?”
“Turner found out the other night,”
said Marcus. “Kept trying to go back further than he could, and decided to
prove to himself whether or not this is all real or a figment of our
imaginations. Or our collective imagination. He says it’s real. He saw each of
us sleeping, himself included. It was the night we first became able to time
travel. But he said our bodies were all there in our beds. Looks like for some
period of time there are two of us. One of us sleeping, one of us traveling.”
“But listen, I have a thought,” said
Cleavage. “When we time travel, we can stay in the future as long as we want.
Days, weeks, years. Partridge spent months in one of his futures. I’ve spent
days, at least. The thing is this: when we return to our sleeping, transcending
selves on the bed, we’re returning at exactly the point we left, or right
before it even. So in that way, there’s no missing time, there might be no
measurable way in which there are two of us.”
“But like I said, Turner saw himself
while he was in the time travel state.”
“But he didn’t time travel that
night, remember? He didn’t time travel until the next night. So for him there
was no paradox.”
“Right,” said Marcus. “Weird. I bet
if any of us went back, though, we’d see ourselves. He said he saw us sleeping,
so we were still there, while we were time traveling. But maybe you’re right.
We just return at the right time to create no paradox. But I guess there
wouldn’t be a paradox, because one of us in the past and one of us in the
future makes sense. There’s ‘one of us’ at every point in time, in a sense. I
mean, as long as we’re alive. Ah, nevermind. Something like that.”
“That’s creepy,” said Ebonica. “To
think he was walking around the cabin when we slept, but at the same time he
was also in his bed… I don’t know how to feel. It’s spooky. I wish he’d stop
creeping around in the past.”
“He’s more concerned with saving his
wife than seeing what else there is,” said Cleavage. “The whole future is out
there, literally, at his disposal, he has the luxury of going anywhere and
anywhen, and he can’t get up off the floor of the past.”
They turned down the milk and cheese
aisle.
“You have such a way with words,”
said Ebonica. “Turner’s heartbroken, Cleave. Maybe you wouldn’t feel the same
way. You don’t care about women. Have you had a girlfriend? Love can do that to
you.”
“You’re right,” Marcus said. “But
Turner’s gotta get past the past. It’s impossible for him to save her. Once he sees the future he’ll lose
everything. His regrets of the past are gonna be wiped out.”
“Speaking of regrets,” said
Cleavage, “have you been to the year 2109? You see what Google’s been up to?”
He threw two packages of sliced cheese into the shopping cart.
“I haven’t,” said Marcus. “What’s in
2109?”
“The Google Brainstorm is in 2109.
Google spent a decade or so developing all these tools to maximize the
potential of your brain and your interactions with others, so they claimed. In
the future, I mean. Not just developing, but finding other companies that were
building useful pieces of technology, then swooping in and buying those
companies, expanding their resources, and diverting their efforts toward new
projects that all seemed linked into one ominous goal. I say this of course
only after witnessing it firsthand, and seeing its first whole year of
activity. Like everything else Google, it took off and took over, and people
immediately submitted to its overwhelming amount of features and potential and
promises, putting all their unquestioning faith and love and support in it, before
soon finding the brainstorm collected all thoughts from everyone, and created a
massive database where you could, at any time, explore the minds of others,
invade the minds of others, and, maybe this is most important, you forfeited
all personal freedoms to Google and this new company called Albitz. Albitz is a
small player, but important. They make models of reality based on billions of
pieces of input collected by Google, and they link you to other people, like
what Facebook does now, only imagine a hundred years more advanced. Not a small
player, really, but small when you compare them to Google. By the 22nd
century Google owns almost everything. And with the Brainstorm, almost
everyone. People became walking automatons whose every move and every thought
and every action was kept in a database that allowed Google and Albitz to
create completely convincing false realities that aid corporations and
governments in massively complex and weird ways. It’s a fully artificial
reality you’re sucked into, but the more time you spend in it, the more data it
collects from you, and the less you’re able to see how false the whole thing
is. But people still acted like it wasn’t a big deal, and like it really didn’t
matter.”
“OK. You’re making this up,” said
Marcus. “People wouldn’t do that, just give up their minds to Google for a few
features and convenience.”
“He has a way with words,” said
Ebonica.
“Not making it up, man. Check it out
tonight. 2109 AD. Make sure you don’t put yourself in any major cities. I haven’t
looked at the years following it, but I’d say they’re even worse. These things
only get worse before they get better. The Brainstorm is monolithic. Over time
the knowledge it started to share was false, not all of it at first, but
enough. People were led to believe so many untrue things that those who
maintained and directed the Brainstorm had total domination over anyone linked
into it. And people were OK with that, because what they got out of it was
pleasurable. Over time it lied more and more. Your entire reality is altered by
an invisible hand, frequently changed without your knowledge, and without your
power to stop it. People were lost inside its machinations. Social networking
becomes not something you do, but something you’re hooked into for life, with
an always changing system of physical laws and absurd, made up realities that
can go on forever. Without the network, which is controlled by Google and I
guess Albitz, you’re nothing. Within the network you’re also nothing, but you
exist in a steady state of obedience.
“I
guess things get better at some point. The other futures I’ve visited are alright.
Some even make me feel less significant than I do now. But the 22nd
century ain’t looking to have such a hot start. Once you’re plugged up to the
Brainstorm, you’re in it forever. And all changes they make to it are out of
your control. Which means the changes they make to you is out of your control.”
Marcus shook his head. “I can’t
imagine any of that’s true.”
Cleavage smiled. “I believe you
can’t imagine it.”
“Marcus and I visited Mazman last
night,” interrupted Ebonica, sounding eager to top Cleavage’s story. “It was a
few years after the first time I met him, and he remembered me. It’s hard to go
back to exactly the same time, isn’t it?
It’s hard for me. I approximate, and always end up within a week or two of
where I want to go. They’re doing some neat things in his time.”
“I don’t know if ‘neat’ is the word
I’d use,” said Marcus. “They’re developing ways to prevent stars from exploding
or becoming red giants. Maybe it sounds neat, but it’s also an incredibly
dangerous and destructive project, from what I understand. They’re
experimenting on other stars, sometimes destroying entire star systems in the
process, so they can learn how to prevent our own sun from its inevitable fate.
Who knows how many unseen alien worlds they’ve destroyed in the process?”
“That’s what I was thinking,”
Ebonica replied. “Just, Mazman’s beard is neat, still. Don’t you think?”
The sun beat down on the sidewalk
while Partridge and Turner walked to the gas station together. Cars flew past,
children yelled in some far away yard, a fragment of melancholy resided in
Turner’s gut. He was quiet most of the walk, having nothing of interest to say
to Partridge, who was busy talking about his own things. But one of his things
caught Turner’s ear. Following a long diatribe about opponents of the Catholic
church, from which he went on a tangent about the differing afterlife beliefs
of particular religions, Partridge said the following:
“… like the Mahayana Buddhists, who
believe that once a person dies his or her soul goes through a transition to
the next life. They enter a liminal state called the bardo. This takes place
between two lives, after they die, before they are reborn. It can be as short
as 3 days, or as long as 7 years. Usually it lasts 49 days. That’s the
standard.”
“Whoa,” said Turner. “Hold on. Come
again.”
Partridge repeated something he’d
said earlier about a Hindu self-immolation death ritual called Suttee, before
Turner specified that he meant the thing about the 49 day transition period.
Partridge repeated what he’d said.
“But I don’t believe any of it,” he
said. “That’s in stark contradiction to what the Catholic church teaches, so
its likelihood of being true is zero. I’ve only read up on Buddhism because it
became interesting after we started going into the hyperstate. But
‘interesting’ is about where it ends, because it has nothing of value to teach
me.”
Turner was no longer listening. If
death and the great dark beyond was anything like the Buddhists thought, which
seemed to him agreeable in light of the hyperstate experience, and at least
worth a shot, maybe there was a way to reach Luna’s spirit, or life force, or
death force, or what thing it was that might leave the body upon death. This
ancient philosophy offered Turner his first glimpse of real hope in days.
Perhaps, then, it was his good fortune that the hyperstate to which all the
cabin residents were subjected had evolved, unbeknownst to all, over the
previous few nights.
It was after 2 a.m. when the
housemates were asleep. Each drifted out of the body, out of the mind, out of
the confines of what constituted reality and mortality, where a state of
infinity and cosmic vibrations and vast awareness opened up, filled with whirring
and echoed whistles and distant gusts of stellar winds filling their sonic
senses. Passages of all kinds opened to them, from stairways and tunnels to
windows and doorways, and undescribeable shapes and less entertainable colors appeared
around them, although ‘around’ became meaningless in such a spaceless existence
as this. They were in the hyperstate.
The five had agreed to explore a new
possibility within the hyperstate, a sort of experimental exponential
hyperstate. They time traveled to the same time and place, meeting in the
living room of the cabin, at night, while their bodies rested. Here, they lied
down and slept again, in a sort of secondary, higher level sleep, to see if
perhaps a newer, higher level hyperstate might open to them. And it did.
This visit started like the original hyperstate, but soon took on
a new quality as the inhabitants felt an outside intelligence directing their
interactions and senses. It seemed as though a being, unseen and unheard, could
be felt by all, known only by its invisible persuasion through the void. As
each tried to cope with what might be suggested by this outside intelligence,
there soon became a hint that there were multiple outside intelligences acting
in sync, working together to direct the five inhabitants toward something
hidden. Even after weeks of familiarity with the hyperstate, and even in the unmatched
comfort and enlightenment of the void, the inhabitants felt unsure of this new
direction. Fear manifested itself in what seemed like thousands of different
ways, tiny and huge, paralyzing and perplexing. It quickly becomes difficult to
explain the true depth of the state of strangeness that came over everything.
--These beings can’t be trusted.
--These creatures are beyond our understanding.
--We have to escape.
--There
is nothing left for us.
--The
exalted entities have something in mind.
--They’re
teaching us to communicate.
Sweeping
over the inhabitants’ collective consciousness was the idea that these entities
were their masters, and soon the fear with which each fought off control
disappeared, replaced by trust in, and obedience to, these creatures hiding
behind an ethereal curtain. The inhabitants’ material lives, that Earthly
existence in their bodies, seemed now futile and weak, as if each thought and
action a mistake from the beginning of life until this very moment.
Memories
reaching back hundreds of years flooded their collective consciousness,
memories that none of the inhabitants could have formed on their own. It was a
sudden flash of recollections of old homes with buried secrets, old lives in
vivid realism, with smells and sounds and sights undeniably authentic, old
towns alive with bells and business and drunken peasants, old voyages across
the sea, expeditions across the continents, expansive memories of exploration
and discovery; and new memories reaching further back, thousands of years at
least, primitive dwellings and unfamiliar languages wrapping around collective
eardrums, it was unlike anything so far experienced. It felt as though they
were falling through millions of individual awarenesses, inhabiting each for
seconds at a time, moving in reverse through human evolution, pulled down an
abyss of time into dark ages and ancient eons.
There
was a steady ringing in his ears when Turner awoke in the middle of the night.
He couldn’t move. Partridge awoke to the same ringing, the same paralysis.
Cleavage, too. Marcus and Ebonica also awoke, frozen, drowned by ringing,
staring into their dark bedroom. Like each awakening, this one threw them
violently into the loneliness of their own bodies, away from the collective.
But this time, it was malevolent.
Each
saw the same thing in their own rooms.
Around
their beds stood a dozen tall dark figures blurred around the edges, silent,
still, and cold. The inhabitants tried to speak only to find their tongues
stuck and their lips immovable. The figures reached their arms into the beds,
dead tendrils moved across the inhabitants’ legs and bodies as thousands of
disembodied voices bounced off the walls and ceiling.
The
morning was nothing but a loud recounting of their experiences,
pseudo-philosophical explanations and speculations by each, as the housemates
uneasily drank their coffee and buttered their toast and downed their milk. The
ringing persisted. It could be heard in moments of quiet between confused
accounts of the collective experience, or ruminations on the purpose or
identities of the frightening entities. It was inside their heads. But so was
the conversation. No words were spoken aloud, for in a striking change of
social dynamic, the inhabitants spoke telepathically. They were connected in a
new way. The day commensed without a spoken word.
In
the night, Turner explored a new realm of reality. He could move through the
fields of space and time effortlessly, his body safe in bed, but his essence
free to go in all directions. The strange new fabric of existence he was part
of seemed to transcend life or death, and it was in this area he looked for
Luna, or what used to be Luna. It was out of no emotional attachment as he felt
when awake, but out of a selfless, impersonal sense of exploration that seemed
important only in this state. He was in the past, a month and a half after
Luna’s death, and here she should be vibrating or floating or moving if any
remnant of her existence remained. But there was nothing. And every night after
this, no matter the time he ventured to, there was nothing. He couldn’t find
her.
The
housemates spent these sessions in the higher hyperstate venturing to new
realms not limited to their world. Otherworldly beings greeted them at first in
horrific circumstances that paralyzed the inhabitants, but soon gave them the
sense of being among highly evolved superbeings. Space was no confine for the
inhabitants, and with the aid of these new entities they were able to move into
other universes outside their own, where nature itself broke down with new
rules. The inhabitants were together in their bodies, but in a state less
physical, almost pure energy and spatial. It was as though space itself became
matter, time became consciousness, and these dimensions collapsed upon each
other to follow the laws of new universes.
After
a series of failed endeavors toward his wife’s rescue, Turner accepted the loss
of Luna, first overpowered by grief, but quickly guided by the hyperstate’s
hyperintelligence toward finding relief in this epiphany. Effortlessly he
removed himself from grief and lifted the burdening sense of sadness from his
ethereal form, and he joined the others in the new universes. The five senses
of the five inhabitants had at once become ten senses in the hyperstate. Now,
they possessed perhaps a hundred senses. Maybe more. Senses had no meaning and
no distinction any longer, but to those still tied to their mortal and physical
bodies, there was no way to understand this deluge of experience without
relating it to the familiar reference point of senses. All was new and
mesmerizing. It was as though they were among the gods.
Interactions
between the five humans and the extrauniversal beings matched no known Earthly
parallel. It was incomparable to even the most extravagant of real and imagined
events.
--We
are powerful.
--If
this universe is to open to us…
--We
must open ours.
The
inhabitants stood in emptiness and were soon surrounded by enormous trees whose
roots reached infinitely below them and whose branches stretched endlessly
above them, creating a closed off space where the universe’s entities stood
watch. Beyond the roots glowed the cosmic microwave background of distant
realities, disparate universes all touching the walls of whatever one they were
in. Communication opened up in a language absent of sound, but after days of
teaching and guidance and enlightenment by the beings, the housemates
understood every idea relayed to them.
--This
ancient life needs a doorway.
Turner’s
job performance suffered in the weeks following this episode. Students found
themselves puzzled as he taught about historical figures in theater, discussing
the works of Arthur Miller, Sophocles, Euripides, the politics of George
Bernard Shaw, the themes of Tennessee Williams, wherein he related with the
enthusiasm of a child the personal opinions of each playwright on their own
work, an insight he could in no earthly way possess. But it was not in an
earthly way he possessed such knowledge. And it became evident to his students
he was incapable of teaching in a way that took their personal needs into
consideration, instead focusing on higher truths he knew through some esoteric
path, that had little relevance to the class. He lost them on forays into the
sonic soundscapes of Andrew Lloyd Weber, having no discernible point to make,
and no connection to the curriculum. He spoke of hypnosis and voodoo, black
magic and astral projection, frightening students with his behavior as much as
with his words.
The
same troubles manifested in Marcus’s job, Cleavage’s job, Partridge’s daily
excursions, and Ebonica’s life. While their ways of functioning seemed the only
proper way of behaving in their minds, to others it was like watching a
schizophrenic or a madman tiptoeing between the real and unreal. Higher level
thoughts did not lend themselves to functional living or sensible relations
with others. The inhabitants of the cabin were drifting further into a chasm
where the id and ego ceased and the Allmind pulsed. Deeper and deeper they
descended, day by day, losing touch with the old, but connecting to something
new.
Marcus’s
notions of superiority were lost to the void. Cleavage’s frequent trips to the
bars ended, no longer finding the validation in social interaction he once had.
Ebonica’s lack of personality and self were irrelevant. Partridge’s religious
beliefs crumbled in new revelations. The inhabitants gradually became aware of
a presence in their home that belonged to none of them. The same presence felt
in the higher hyperstate seemed to be with them in the cabin. And secrets of
the universe slowly started to reveal themselves, only while the inhabitants
were home. They opened themselves to this limitless store of knowledge
willingly, accepting, without filter and unguarded, everything. In a week they
found the same source of boundless knowledge outside the home, shared by the
trees of the forest. Here they could communicate with any and all trees,
receiving such bizarre ideas that not one of the inhabitants was able to
understand the information. They were given gifts of power.
--We
can move things.
Ebonica
lifted the water from a creek that trickled not far from the cabin. In the air
it twisted into whatever shape she wanted.
Cleavage
controlled all the cars in the road on his way to work, guiding them out of his
way as he passed, freezing each driver and occupant in a state of timelessness
only to cease when he willed it.
Turner
impressed his students with blasts of red energy from his fingertips, setting
papers on fire, spelling words with flames, and blasting holes in books no
longer deemed useful.
With
the exercise of their powers, the inhabitants caught glimpses of unexplained
things in the world around them, flickering, flashing, hazy shapes that
belonged not to this world and not to this time and not to this galaxy.
Marcus
saw creatures of hunchbacked shape, with tentacles, long spear-like appendages
protruding from what must have been faces and bodies, and shiny, almost
metallic flesh, or exoskeletons, or neither, forming some type of body. They
were hulks, and they floated feet above the ground, materializing in the
hallways of the car dealership where Marcus worked. Around them swirled black
smoke and fire of colors never before seen on Earth. And in seconds they were
gone.
Ebonica
heard voices from within the walls of the daycare at which she worked. They
were not the voices of children, or of adults, or of anything she took to be
human. They spoke no language she understood, yet she understood the things
they said. And for moments, the walls bulged with alien shapes and ghoulish
suggestion.
The
hundred television screens at Partridge’s electronics store played the regular
advertising samples throughout the day, but turned to sinister things on
occasion. As though in sync, all the screens flashed to images that terrified
Partridge. He learned the images were never seen by others. And they became
more haunting over time, hinting at great stores of knowledge and horror beyond
his mortal grasp.
Turner,
too, was a witness to strange apparitions and ghastly happenings. After the
awe-inspiring exercise of his powers in front of his students, he saw faces in
the classroom that belonged to entities never seen by human eyes or imagined by
human minds. Their expressions were of anger and eagerness. When in an empty
classroom between periods, Turner suffered a number of out of body experiences,
as though he were being carried through a land of dark green skies, oceans of
black liquid, swirling shapes in the air around him, and unseen fields of energy
wrapping around him like a prison.
Cleavage’s
experiences on the road would have caused his death were it not for his ability
to control the cars around him. He saw enormous vehicles soaring through the
sky, and thousands of uncanny beings pouring from them, descending to Earth.
Moments passed by, and all he had seen was gone.
Despite
the unsettling visions and experiences of the inhabitants outside their home,
they chalked it up to hallucinations induced by the collective consciousness,
and enjoyed the powers that continued to evolve within them.
--We
can go where we want and when we want.
The
inhabitants discovered the ability to time travel without the requirement of
sleeping or reaching the hyperstate. But it was different, now. The future
wasn’t what it used to be. The year 2109 no longer showcased the tragic Google
Brainstorm; the 50th century did not see the return of the Byzantine
Empire, nor the advent of human teleportation; the 99th century did
not possess a single immortal, nor a human-wide effort to stop the death of
stars. All the future was without worry and without trouble. Because it was
without humans.
--Time
is changing.
--Because
we are changing.
--It’s
a small sacrifice for what we have gained.
The
cabin dwellers, in their transcendent state, didn’t notice the newspapers and
TV reporters filing story after story of outlandish goings on. Trees began
growing at unprecedented rates all over the world. Trees in the wrong regions,
redwoods spouting up in France and Denmark and Russia; forests of oak and
evergreens appearing in Antarctica; banyan trees appearing in large quantities
across North America and Australia; the rare Socotra dragon tree made millions
of appearances in South America and Japan and spread across Africa; colossal banzai
trees erupted from the soil in most of Europe and throughout India and Central
America. Dendrologists across the globe were without explanation.
The
inhabitants’ connection to reality was almost fully severed. They possessed no
awareness of the world’s happenings, or changes to the planet beneath them. And
all for what they perceived as the transcendence to a freer state of being.
No
longer did they require sleep or food. The inhabitants stopped working and
confined themselves to the cabin. They were strongest inside its walls. And it
is here they were needed the most.
--We
are stronger than ever.
Like
a hundred million Alka-Seltzer tablets dropped in a bottle of water, the energy
density in the cabin grew to stupendous proportions until it exploded in
supernatural and paranormal flashes of psychedelia. The explosion tore through
space and time instead of matter. The cabin, and the five conduits within, were
instantly transformed into the doorway between our world and the outside
universes. Other worlds peered in, communicated briefly with the Dendron
collective that covered the globe, and saw a fountain of untapped resources and
consciousness that now belonged to them.
Turner,
Marcus, Ebonica, Cleavage, and Partridge formed the five points of the psychic
pentagram. They lost themselves in the murky expanse of infinity to forever act
as the passage between our world and the others. Through that passage came
beings from other worlds, sentient species so alien and so horrific no human
mind could make sense of what the eye saw. Their numbers were astronomical and
growing. The trees of the world were exalted as masters, the High Gods of All
Things, and the trillion forms of life came from all edges of reality to pay
homage, to worship, to obey. Soon the world was overrun by goliath beings and
translucent beings and microscopic beings and multi-bodied beings and ethereal
forms of intelligence and haunting oscillations of reality’s fabric that
transcended life as Earth knew it. The panic-stricken race of man attempted war
first, communication second, and failed on both counts. The strength of nations
was obsolete in the face of the unbounded and unchained macrocosm. But humanity
would not flicker out into extinction as most would have so pleadingly hoped.
Mankind was harvested for their potential resources, their bones used to
construct mountain-sized altars of worship, their blood used to fuel machines
deep beneath the earth, their flesh used to wrap offerings to the trees, their
psychic energy used to imprison and enslave their consciousnesses in
retribution for their sins.
The
brief wars declared by nations were put down almost as fast as they started, by
the powerful entities from beyond the stars. Riots and chaos ensued in every
major city. With a shortage of trees in the cities, the extrauniversal beings
at first payed little attention to the inhabitants or to the activity occurring
within. But as the use of humans as natural resources became more attractive,
the cities were filled with unspeakable creatures from the farthest reaches of
space and time. Men, women, and children were sent to where they were needed
most, families torn apart, friendships instantly abolished, and a new order to
the world erected in absolute adulation to the trees.
The
five cabin dwellers remained in a permanent state of consciousness that
connected them to the trees, and let them see with billions of ancient eyes the
downfall of their species. There was no room left for their kind. Earth would
now serve as the sacred church of the multiverse, the home of the gods to which
all advanced species bowed.
The End.
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